Cheryl Katz

From scratch.

Strep, the third

What I didn’t mention yesterday is that I’ve been sick for a lot of this week, with swollen lymph nodes, sore throat and red angry tonsils.  A consult with my doctor Monday night concluded that we thought it was a viral infection, but because of my recent two bouts with strep we took a culture just to be sure.

Lo and behold, it’s actually strep… again!  So I’m back on antibiotics – straight up penicillin this time – and have been instructed to go in for a follow up culture to make sure we killed it really really dead this time.

If the penicillin doesn’t do it, I swear I’m just going to microwave my tonsils for a bit and see how that works out.  Penicillin is turning out to be pretty harsh on my system.  I’m taking lactobacillus acidophilus supplements, which should make this all a little easier on the digestive end of things, but I still feel fairly knocked flat by the meds.  Generic wooziness, the like.

Coupled with keeping kosher for passover, let me just say that food is no longer my friend.  I’m over the matzo-based cuisine, if we can call it that.  I might kill someone for a bagel before Sunday is out.  Then the question will be – can I keep that bagel down?

This entry is spiraling downhill, so I do believe I’m cut off. ‘Til next time, hopefully with better news.

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Fri, April 25 2008 » Uncategorized » 4 Comments

Gains and losses: progress report!

This morning I put on my pre-pregnancy jeans, and they fit with wiggle room!  (That’s better than they fit at the time, I should add.)

I’ve lost over 10% of my total body weight since mid-January.  I didn’t think it made a huge difference, but fitting into my old jeans is quite an accomplishment.  I’m about 2 pounds away from fitting in my “skinny jeans.”

This is proving two things to me – first, that my hips, structure wise, are not any wider now than they were before Sami was born.  Second,  that a healthy goal is never unreasonable.  My ultimate weight loss goals are not anorectic.  But in January I doubted that it was even possible for me to ever get back to my pre-pregnancy weight range at all, and now I’ve gone and done it.

So I now have faith that I have the willpower to a normal, healthy weight for my body, and then maintain it.  I’ve readjusted my feelings and attitudes about food.  Unlike previous weight loss attempts, I don’t view food as my enemy; I still enjoy it and always will.  It isn’t a compulsion any more, and when I feel compelled, I examine the compulsion, rather than indulging it.  This is a power that is entirely new to me.  Weight loss is also a gain!

This may sound corny, but I’ve really invested in this circle of life idea.  I took compost from my bin and turned it in to the soil in my garden.  Last year’s scraps will be this year’s dinner.  This year’s scraps will be turned into next year’s dinner.  Less waste, more nutrition.   This, too, is a gain.

By this whole process of evaluation, my life is getting better.  I consume what I need, produce what I can and buy and trash as little as possible.  The food I eat is better.  Gain!

Left to do:  I still have more weight to lose.  I could grow more of my own food.  I need to work on time management, and on figuring out how to spend less time sick.  I need to find a way to spend more time on exercise.

A work in progress, as it should be.

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Thu, April 24 2008 » Uncategorized » 1 Comment

Life in the time before Kleenex.

Having spent the larger portion of two weeks sick, I have not surprisingly stepped up my facial-tissue consumption considerably.

I wish I hadn’t.  Every time I blow my nose or cough into a disposable tissue, I spend the next several minutes feeling as though I’ve inhaled a blizzard of particulate paper matter.

Ben uses handkerchiefs on a daily basis, though even he, when sick, uses tissues or paper towels to avoid the probable daily laundry onslaught that handkerchief use would require in times of ailment.  I wish that it were a viable alternative, because frankly I’m tired of the chalky choking feeling.

But seriously.  How DID people cope with the wonders of snot and mucus before disposable solutions came about?  The last thing I want is to run a fraction of a load of laundry once or twice every day so that I have something clean to blow my nose in, especially when I’m feeling feverish and weak.  All hail the nuclear family, because when times got tough, I bet my great grandmother was washing my grandma’s handkerchiefs for her in a boiling laundry pot over the pot belly stove.  I can’t imagine I’d be able to convince even the dearest people in my lives to do that much laundry for me today.

Anyway, I’m babbling.  You can see what all this sickness has done to my brains.  Must get better soon.

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Wed, April 23 2008 » Uncategorized » 3 Comments

I am a resort town for germs who rode the toddler bus home from school

Yup, been sick the last, oh, month or so.  Ever since Sami switched schools, I’ve had strep, colds, sinus infections and currently I am suffering from a viral infection in my throat around my tonsils.  (At least it doesn’t require a tonsilectomy, as the triage nurse at first suspected.)

Sami gets sick for 6 to 12-hour periods but bounces back from them before I’ve even caught the little buggers.  I wind up down for more like 6 to 12 days per, and by the time I’m on the recovery road from one nasty bug, another one is kicking me while I’m down.

I’m so over this.  However, my doctor informs me that I’m not doing anything wrong, health care wise.  It’s just the worst end of the normal effects of having a kid in school.

At least she’s getting a strong immune system out of it.  My mother in law never gets sick either, and no wonder – she taught kindergarten for 40 years.  Nobody knows how to stay healthy better than someone who works with goopy kids all the time.

This, too, shall pass.  Eventually.  I am just tired of carrying little friends around in my throat already!

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Tue, April 22 2008 » Uncategorized » 1 Comment

My email is fixed!

I didn’t receive email for most of yesterday.  In fact, most likely anything sent to me bounced.  If you were one of those senders, please send again!  The path is clear now.

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Fri, April 11 2008 » Uncategorized » No Comments

My personal email is broken.

This time through no fault of my own.  If you’ve sent me something after 8 PM last night, I haven’t seen it.  Since this is on my host’s side, I don’t know when I’ll be back up.  Keeping my fingers crossed.

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Thu, April 10 2008 » Uncategorized » No Comments

Roasted potatoes, tofu, zucchini and tomatoes

For dinner tonight I snipped some Sage and Rosemary from my garden and roasted it in potatoes, tofu, tomatoes and zucchini from the farmers’ market.

It actually turned out quite well, and I know this because a) Ben was eating tofu, be still my heart! and b) Sami was eating potatoes.  Not even fried ones!  And she quite bravely tried tomatoes and zucchini, and LOVED the tofu.

Organic produce is truly a thing of wonder.  Getting my family to eat vegetables, one day at a time.

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Mon, April 7 2008 » Uncategorized » No Comments

Garden season!

Between putting in some elbow grease in my garden over this weekend and scouring the farmers’ market for fresh organic produce, I am positively foaming at the mouth with anxiety to get my garden under way for the spring and summer!

I had to take out the giant clippers and hack away at some big weeds (BIG, as in nearly as tall as I am, and even wider than I am in wingspan) to clear out the main body of the garden. I dug up as much weed-root as I could, but those suckers run deep; I imagine I’ll be fighting them for years to come.

I removed the green onions, which, unharvested from last year, have gone to flower. I picked off heaps of jalapeño peppers from last year and snipped a bunch of dead branches, and I’m hoping the jalapeño plant comes to new life.

I’m having a mint calamity. Last year my father in law and I planted an innocent-looking little spearmint plant in one cell of a cinder block. It flourished moderately well last year, but let’s say that at best I was less than impressed with its performance. Well, it clearly took the winter to work on its weaknesses, because not only has it come up on all sides OUTside that cinder block, it has ducked under the fence and bushed out on the dog-run side of the fence in the back yard.

Luckily it hasn’t taken much of a toll on the Wild Marjoram that lives in the cell next door. That, too, seems to be thriving, despite what I consider to be its unfortunate location. I plan to take clippings of the Marjoram, Oregano Greek and Rosemary and attempt to propagate them in pots to be raised on the front or side porch. Then I can move them indoors for the winter, along with the two new Basil plants I adopted today. (Last year’s basil died over the winter.)

Speaking of the Basil, you should know that I put those two new plants in window boxes this evening, and Sami helped me with soil management.  Sure, she got more on the side porch than in the planters, but she had a blast doing it and I’m glad we could work together on something.  I don’t think the Italian Basil plant appreciated having a cup of soil plopped on top of its leaves, but it did appreciate when I bailed it out and went on to water it.  I wish I could have taken photos of Sami with my trowel in one hand and a small flower pot in the other, but alas I was even dirtier than she was.

Meanwhile, back in mint management, I uprooted as much of it as I could, and took a few well-rooted sprigs to plant in a pot on the driveway. (Ha HA, take that, contained herb. See if you can root through concrete!) As far as the one in the back yard is concerned, I’ll just snip it wherever I see it and hope for the best. I’m mildly afraid it’ll slowly take over and kill everything in my garden, but hopefully I can get my tomatoes raised fast enough and they’ll be resource-intensive enough to keep the mint at bay. I know this isn’t a reasonable hope, but it is my hope nonetheless. I’m advised that I also can spray parts of the plant with white vinegar to get it to die back a little bit.

What else, what else? My lemon tree looks like it’ll be bearing fruit soon, which is exciting. Sami loves to eat lemons. It’s just about the oddest thing I’ve ever seen – hand her a slice of lemon and she will suck it dry. No pucker-face or anything. So I’m definitely looking forward to more citrus happiness.

Also, Ben has approved the acquisition and implantation of an avocado tree. I’m hoping to find one at a nursery that is bearing fruit or is near to bearing fruit, since bringing a tree up from seed to fruit-bearing can take 5 to 13 (!!) years. And I simply do not want to wait that long for fresh, organic yummy avocados to be growing on my property if I don’t have to wait that long.

In short, I’m gearing up to replant my garden and biting my nails with some anxiety since this will be the first year that I’m in charge of everything. My mother in law assures me that if I kill something I can always go buy a new one, which is true. But I’m hoping to get through planting with no casualties. We’ll see how it goes.

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Mon, April 7 2008 » Uncategorized » 1 Comment

Walking dead.

I know I owe a story about meeting John Oliver, and I’ve been missing in action for about two weeks now.  I had strep and an ear infection last week, spent a lovely weekend with Christine and Greg and my husband and daughter, and am now slammed beyond recognition at work.

However, from out of nowhere the last two days, I’ve felt utterly drained.  Someone has disconnected the power source from my brain, tethered my arms and legs with rubber bands, and thrown me under the bus.  (I’ve been back to mostly normal since last Thursday, so I don’t think it’s lingering badness from the strep.)

I’ve been eating like a horse (you think I’m kidding?) but am still losing weight.  Which, don’t get me wrong, is a positive thing; I’m just concerned about weight loss for the wrong reasons.  I don’t want to be or look sick, I want to feel normal and lose weight healthfully.

I’m hoping to pick up some steam soon.  I need to catch up on some work over the weekend, but otherwise I have nothing momentous planned, just a few low key things.  Hopefully I’ll get back to myself by Monday.

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Wed, April 2 2008 » Uncategorized » 3 Comments

Worth mentioning.

I’ve lost exactly 20 lb, this morning, since January.  I don’t feel like the difference is incredibly visible, but my clothes do fit much better.

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Tue, April 1 2008 » Uncategorized » 3 Comments